This is a blog that I never really got around to writing. I thought of this idea when I was sad over some girl. Silly right? Silly as in the idea of being sad over someone because someone who you had strong feelings did something to displease you. Ha!
Anyways, I was going through a stage where I found myself questioning my worth over some silly crush. The truth is, you should never lose sight of your own personal value on the basis of other people’s perception. Your self-worth comes directly from you. Nobody has the power to lower your own self-worth unless you allow them to. If they are making you question your value, why the hell would you even keep them in your life or think about them? The truth is, you are not more or less valuable with or without a person; your true value is derived from what you can accomplish on your own.
I’ve never really liked those people who preach all day when they aren’t doing anything. I rather motivate others through my actions.
One of those nights where you’re moping through Tumblr.
My god, some people have such a closed mind about everything. They think that they’re so intelligent or for some reason, better than the rest of us that their opinions trumps ours. For you people, your ego just makes you look like a retard.
Not to bash on any particular religion, but some religious people need to wake the fuck up. Your religion is not better than any other people’s religion. Merely being Christian or Jewish does not make you superior to people who are Muslims or Buddhist. Don’t force your religion down my throat and don’t judge me because of my religion. Fucking pathetic.
I used to be such a people person growing up. Now it seems like I’m annoyed at everybody or maybe just mad at the world. Maybe the more you think and really know people, the more you want to be alone. Having friends and being a relationship is nice and all, but sometimes I just want my alone time. Being alone gives me the personal time to think and avoid being judged. I really wish I had someone who truly understands and won’t judge me. Keeping everything to myself builds up all this negative frustration that makes me want to blow sometimes.
I never really got the idea of why people only dream about their future. Are they so spoiled as a kid that hard work is so impractical to them? I see so many teens flaunt about how smart they are or how they have their future are all mapped out. Then I see them again several months later and they’re still at square one or given up. Maybe they’re too blinded by pop culture that dedicating themselves to reach their fullest potential is just a stupid idea. But hey, I guess flaunting about what you can do is more attractive than those who are quiet and making every day count towards their future.
Don’t give up. Keep Pushing. Grab onto every small spec of hope. No matter how small the hope is, don’t let go. Chase it till you’re out of breath. Then take a big breath and keep chasing. Strive for today to be better than yesterday. Strive for a future that is better than the past. Don’t just talk about it, go and grab it. Keep going, every step is one step closer. No matter how many setbacks there are, you’ll get there eventually. Just keep going.
Everything is going well with me and my girlfriend. But you still pop in my head once in a while and suddenly I feel down. I guess it’s pretty weird that I still miss you, it’s been a really long time. I wonder if it’s the same for you. Anyways, hope all is going well with you. Best of lucks.
Don’t preach acceptance and love when you’re prejudice against someone for having a different religious background. Don’t accuse others of being fake when there is an evil grin underneath that smile. Don’t act like the victim when you’re the reason behind the drama. Don’t apologize when you’re just going to do it again.
Honestly, I wished people would just think for a minute before doing or saying something. Take a minute and try to take the perspective of the people that could be impacted by your actions. Nobody’s perfect, but that isn’t an excuse to be doing harm.
I think it’s dumb how people brag about partying, drinking and drugs. Don’t get me wrong, I like that stuff too. However it’s just silly to brag about how much alcohol you can consume or how much drugs you’ve done. Take pride in getting educated, pursuing your career and future or even how well you excel at something that actually matters. Just my thoughts.
I’ve always wondered about what I want to so with my life, and honestly I still don’t know. I’m perfectly fine with that though because it’s fun exploring myself and the world. So far, I know I want to get my CFA or a MBA/MSFA.
As redundant as it sounds, I want to be rich and successful. I could care less about driving exotic cars or living in mansions. Those are the things that comes “second.” What comes first is being able to take care of my parents. Give them a reason to be proud of. Screw just taking care of them, I want to be able to spoil them. Give them everything they have always wanted and more. I’ll never forget the people who stuck beside me when things look bleak.
Weird….. I randomly started thinking about you and my heart just sank a little. I’m losing it, damn I need a good drink and smoke.
